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[Jul. 20th, 2005|01:05 am] |
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YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY
I used to be so happy
What happened
Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks it seems there here to stay
o i beleive in yesterday
Suddenly he's not half the man he seemed to be
......... fucking yesterday |
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[May. 4th, 2005|07:17 pm] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | behind these hazel eyes | ] |
Hello everyone.
I finally got my car back.
600 bucks
Sara... did you fall off the Earth? haha I love you call Once softball cools down a bit.
ok so heres the plan.. Leave your name and the best memory between us or just something you like about me and I'll answer you in the same way... ok GO! haha |
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|06:06 pm] |
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Well here's the verdict..... My barings are ashes and I need knew breaks.... total 550-650 dollars. Plus I won't get my car back until Tuesday or wensday. :-(
Damn I need a job |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|08:34 pm] |
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SarAh82053: salut
BubbleWrapYrself: bonjour!
SarAh82053: ca va
BubbleWrapYrself: eh ca va bien
BubbleWrapYrself: j ai alle fair do shopping ajourhui
BubbleWrapYrself: :-D
BubbleWrapYrself: et toi
SarAh82053: chance
BubbleWrapYrself: je sais
SarAh82053: je suis travaille aujourd hui
BubbleWrapYrself: ahhhhh qu'est ce que bon?
SarAh82053: quoi?
BubbleWrapYrself: was it good
BubbleWrapYrself: lol
SarAh82053: oh
SarAh82053: it wasnt bad
SarAh82053: pas mal
BubbleWrapYrself: ahh ic qu est ce que tu fais
SarAh82053: telephone de gens
BubbleWrapYrself: ahhhh anyone sound hot haha
SarAh82053: the only one who didnt hang up on me who was home was 81 years old and he was difficult
SarAh82053: haha
BubbleWrapYrself: lol
SarAh82053: old man voice "what..i dont understand you..i cant eat meat"
SarAh82053: jaja
SarAh82053: haha*
BubbleWrapYrself: lmao
BubbleWrapYrself: hahahahahahahahahahaha
BubbleWrapYrself: my colen is clogged
BubbleWrapYrself: hahaha
SarAh82053: AHHHH
BubbleWrapYrself: meat is too rough on the innards
SarAh82053: GROSS JACKIE....GO SHIT...NOW
SarAh82053: oh...
SarAh82053: wait
SarAh82053: shit
BubbleWrapYrself: lol
BubbleWrapYrself: NOT ME!
SarAh82053: you were making fun of the old man
SarAh82053: HAHAHHAA
SarAh82053: OOOOPS
SarAh82053: SHIT
BubbleWrapYrself: hahaha
SarAh82053: i love you
SarAh82053: and im just retarded
BubbleWrapYrself: lol omg that was the funniest thing ever
Wow we have no life, hahaha GLAD WE'RE STILL IN SCHOOL HAHA |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2005|10:52 am] |
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| |  thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I miss my friend | ] |
April Antics twas awesome
Makes me fear graduation.
Keep praying
o geeze |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lala | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Its a heartache | ] |
Ola amigos!! Even though I don't take spanish I thought I may say that. ahhhhh yes last weekend was wonderful. I got to see my Sara. Even though the weekend wasn't as eventful as others we defenatly enjoyed seeing eachother for the first time in 3 months. It was very nice. Even though that movie will give me nightmares forever!
Track is going ok I guess haha
Well that's all I can think of, lets reveiw the week.
1) Play "leap car" with Kate on 550 was fun
2) I found out that putting your legs over your head and streching then was defenatly harder than it looks
3)Sara is total model material
4)Chis I. Looks tres bon in green
5) Amityville horror was denfenatly the scariest movie ever |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|05:09 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Home Wrecker | ] |
Boy o Boy the track meet last night sucked. I think it was the worst I've ever ran. It was cold, I was soaked... and by the end of it all I felt so sick and sore I couldn't do anything. I fell down and cried after my last 400. But I finished strong because I love my girls and Colleen is always there for support.
And in practice today.... Six 300's!
Phew I am tired. Nap time everybody.
I love you all
Hammond this weekend!!!!!!
O yes and Mitch thanks for showing up at my meet when I was so down |
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|06:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mr. Jones | ] |
Well hello again.
Times have been kinda weird huh?
This year went by pretty fast when I thought it would go by slow. So Sara and I talked and unless something miraculous happens and I get a scholarship to some out of state collage ..(because I'm screwed other wise cuz I be broke haha) we are probably going to go to IU-PUI. Me under an art degree and her in education. Not to mention its not that far away from things like Bloomington, south bend.. valpo whatever. You know that drill.
School can bite my ass right now, Mrs. Schott needs to return our fucking test. Track is getting along there, but it seems like it's ending so soon :-(
Other wise I've been okay I suppose. I'm reallll choked up over some things... but I dont know.. and neither will he, or anyone else, because obviously if I don't know.... neither will you! haha
Probably going to hammond this weekend :-D
I decided that on my way to becoming a great inspiration artist and activist, a country singer, and all around great person with her feet on the ground I'm going to take a few pit stops:
Road trip with ma girl Sara
Get another peircing (and maybe a secret tattoo)
Go to new orleans
Sleep at a truck stop lol
Drive to the eat coast just to take a picture
Travel travel travel
Go burnette (yeah right, just joking)
and go comando all the way haha
Country singer my ass... I have no idea why I put that there :-)
Anyways its been a weird year, summer was short, fall was long... and I still wonder what things would be like if I would have just fucking kissed him when I wanted to, last summer on my front door step..... |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|06:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | just sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | forth of july | ] |
My parents are piosing me off about school
Track is killing me and I think coach is finally starting to catch on. Even though I haven't said anything about my hip to him... he asked me if i had anypain so I told him it was my left hip... but nothing serious. He said r u sure? when you jumped your left leg practicly dragged on the ground, your starts are crocked, if its any worse I DONT WANT YOU RUNNING.... The words I've most dreaded in my life.
Came home and cried, about everything, I'm so frustrated...
Schools crap, hate chem, mom is crushing my emotional phyci like a bug, been single for a year... thats going interesting. I thought it would take my mind off things so i could focus more in school but it doesnt.
And i miss sara and hammond, its been 2 months 2 long... but i know she's always there for me. Mwah!
brokeasajoke07: you can be WHATEVER you want to be hunny
^ thats my girl
Hope your weekend is super everyone! |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|05:08 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Picture | ] |
Yeah I rekon spring break was pretty good... and I was in a good mood until practice. It was Hot I was out of shape because in case any of you didn't know I got blood poisening from a blister and couldn't run... and then it got infected again and i had to have a slight surgery to drain the stuff from it. But practice fucking sucked and now I'm pissed.. I need to step it up.
Ray's garage was cool.
I just realized that before collage I want to do a few things, and one of them is get a truck :-)
I love you all Hope you had a good S/B
Sara I miss you
Chris Iliff I missed you and your laugh hunny
Mitch thanks for always being there babe (especially on my pissy days)
K.K. same to you
Jason you'll be fine give it time
Track girls thank you for always making me laugh and keeping me with it I love you all! |
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[Mar. 20th, 2005|05:57 pm] |
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I hate speeches, and I hate being grounded. But i do love to eat and sleep... so thats probably what I'm doing.
And by the way, the Jack masters back in buisness... as of after spring break I am officially ungrounded.
Hope you had a wonderful weekend! Love you all!
THIS JUST IN: P.S.- Look at the stunning beauty, those hot tan marks from those knee socks and sliding shorts, nobody knew she could shake the earth with her laugh... (or melt the polar ice caps with her morning breath) yes... there she is. That little softball star and my best friend, Sara Tamez... a round of applaus everybody (ahhhhh the crowd goes wild!) |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|04:59 pm] |
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| |  listless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | build me up buttercup | ] |
So I'm trying to figure out if I want to cut my hair a little bit shorter and more stylish (like shoulder length) or keep it growing.
Pros to short- a new style not the ordinary me hair, and it would be a lot healthier
Long- I dont know...... haha what do you think would look better?!
My day was an on and off day... how about yours?
Hope your weekend if wonderful :-) |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|05:09 pm] |
I have freakin cabin fever!!!!!!!
God I had a shitty day today, everything is annoying me and I start mornings tomorrow....... I need a shoulder to nap on haha.
You might be a red neck if You've ever had to scratch your sisters name out of a message that begins,
"For a good time time call..." ... ok that made me feel better
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Desperado | ] |
Hey everybody how are you? I myself am doing ok. I'm going to Purdue for a track meet tomorrow so I'm pretty excited about that. And i'm getting sick again... it seems like everybody is getting a cough cough here or there. Love you all and I hope you have an awesome weekend.
I miss Sara :-(
Run by Snow Patrol
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anyway from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
I just want to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Desperado
by Johnny Cash
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
But I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you,
Can hurt you somehow.
Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy,
She'll beat you if she's able.
Know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me, some fine things,
Have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the things that you can't get.
Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger:
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
And freedom, oh freedom,
Well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking,
Through this world all alone.
And don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow, the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling,
Goes away?
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, and open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you,
You better let somebody love you,
You better let somebody love you,
You better let somebody love you,
Before it's too late. |
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[Feb. 28th, 2005|12:48 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
Well my parents and I had a talk and everythings going better. I have to do a lot of cleaning to pay off things and I'm still grounded. But I think it wont be for long. First my mom said we aren't going down to N.C. to see my aunt on S/B... but now it's on agian. And I went out with the family to the movies and out to eat for a birthday. So all in all..... it's not going to be that bad.
Except now I'm bloody sick, my toncils are acting up again. I just hope tat when I go to the doctors they don't finally decide to take them out right before track season starts. I'd cry.
Love you all. |
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[Feb. 26th, 2005|08:33 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
Grounded. For 2 weeks of doing nothing. After that I can't drive anywhere until the end of the school year besides to school events. But I have a feeling they'll liven up a bit after a while.
If your wondering I got in an argument with my parents, a bad one. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|06:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
Well today was a pretty damn good day I must say. I did good in track and my jewelry teacher surprised me by saying that she wants to repremend me for honors art my junior and senior year. Things are going good and hopefully.. maybe.. I'll run varsity. Yes indeed track is awesome and I love my girls more than any thing but there is one down fall..
.......I'm homesick. When track season comes around I never get to go to Hammond as much, and I miss my Sara. And then she has softball and it's like an ongoing thing until summer. But summer will rock because I can drive and her and I are out and about all the time :-D. But until then I'll have to do what I can to see her, and try not to be so tired. man... this is making me sound lesbian, but I'm not I just LLUUURRVVVEEE my best friend. Sh'es my world
And I hope you day was a great as mine, was it? |
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[Feb. 19th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wake up older | ] |
ooooooooo baby i feel good na na na na na na na i knew that i would na na na na na na na na so nice uh uh so good oooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
that was completely random
But I am in a way better mood
Had a good night last night
Forgetting about your crap cough cough
And I'll probably get to see Sara on monday so thats even better.
Love you all- especially the track girls
"wake up older- slept in my makeup, didnt get my teeth brushed, crashed on the couch and now my mouth taste like yesterdays news" |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|06:42 pm] |
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| |  fantastic | ] |
Ahhhhh the extended weekend.... too bad I have practice everyday.
You know there's something about driving real fast on the highway and singing like an idiot at the top of your lungs that makes your week better. There's defenatly something about buying a hot new pair of pink stiletto pumps that makes a bad day fanstastic :-)
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah fuck you.
Pour me something tall and strong
Make it a hurricane before I go insane
It's only half past 12 but I don't care...
.... It's 5 o'clock somewhere |
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[Feb. 14th, 2005|05:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | feelin good | ] |
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!
I love you all!
This track season is going to be great |
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